Monday, April 23, 2012

One of Those Days


“I’m tired!  I’m hungry!  My feet hurt!  Maybe I’ll just stay home and not come back after Easter break.”  I’m not going to lie.  These complaints have been running through my head recently.
Recently, I had been listening to a fellow teammate say that she was not going to come back to Campus Life Tour after Easter break.  I was thinking the same thing.  We were tired, hot, and we just wanted to go home.  When we went to a high school, we whined on the corner as we waited for students to come out.  I had been having a horrible head ache all day and I just wanted to sleep, but I knew it was my duty to stand up and educate these high schoolers what abortion really was.  Then the thought occured to me, I am not suffering as much as these babies who are going through abortion!  When I thought that, I was ashamed that I was so selfish in thinking that I wanted to go home, or sleep in the car.  Yes I admit it!  I was a selfish person, but as soon as I thought about those 3500 babies that would be dying that day, there was nothing that could be as worse as being ripped apart in your own mother’s womb.  I looked at my teammate, “Stop whining and think about those babies that are going to die today.  They are going through something worse than we are.”
Now I think about that all the time!  Even while I was at a high school this week. 

 We went to Moorpark High School and I met a couple kids while I was handing out literature.  A young man walked past me saying that he was pro-choice.  I thought that was going to be the last time I was going to see him, but he came back.  “Why are you outside of a high school?  We’re just kids!”
“Well yeah I know you guys are just kids, but the abortion industry is targeting you young people!  I am trying to educate you all what abortion really is before one of you gets into that situation.”  He was trying to defend the wrong side of the abortion debate after I told him that.
“Well it’s still a woman’s body.  She should have the right to do whatever to her body.”
“But that’s not her body.”  The boy chuckled as if I had just told a joke, “It has a separate set of DNA.  If it was the woman’s body, then she would have four arms, legs, eyes, and half of the time would have two different genders.  That doesn’t sound right does it?”
“Well it’s still inside her so it’s her body.  She should live with the consequences if she has an abortion.  She should know what’s happening when she gets an abortion.”
“So just because that child is inside means that the baby should not get rights like you and me?”
“Right because the baby is dependent on its mom.”
“An infant is dependent on the mother when she’s born, so what’s so different?  Based on what you are saying, it should be legal to kill newborns as well.”
“No, no, no.  That’s not what I’m saying.”
“You are saying that since the baby is dependent on her mom, it’s ok for the baby to be killed by an abortion.”  He chuckled to himself again and walked away.
“So you can look at this picture and say it’s okay?”
“Yeah I can.”  I could not believe that he had just said that!  If you were pro-abortion, would you look at the picture of an abortion and honestly say that you are okay with it?
After a few minutes after the young boy left, a girl walked passed me, “Did you get one of these?” I said holding out a piece of literature.
“What about all of those orphans that will never be adopted?”
“You don’t know for sure if those kids will never be adopted.  There are millions of families waiting to adopt here in America.”
“But American kids never get adopted.  It’s only the kids from overseas that get adopted.”
“So just because the child might end up in an orphanage means that it’s okay to rip that child limb by limb in her own mother’s womb?”
“Well what if the kid is going to be abused?”
“Look at this picture, abortion is the most abusive thing that that child can go through.”  She crossed her arms.
“But like I said, kids in America are never adopted.”
“Where did you get your source?  Let me look that up later.”
“I think it was like...prochoicenation.com.”
“Well that’s not a liable source.  Do you have another source that I can look up?”
When she saw that she had no other source, she changed the subject immediately, “Well the child in the womb is pretty much brain dead, so it can’t think for itself.”
“What about a man that is in a coma?  Should we have the right to kill him too?”
“Well yeah, if his family thinks it’s for the best.”
“So you think that killing is okay?  You don’t know if that man will come out of his coma or not, you can’t just assume that he will never wake up.”
“But then he will be dependant on everyone.  He won’t be able to feed himself or anything.”  When she said this, I thought of Terri Schiavo and her case.
“There was a young woman in Florida that was in a coma.  She came out of that coma and she could eat, she just had to have a feeding tube.”
“But we will be taking care of someone who is unresponsive.  She must have been just brain dead.”  So I explained more about what Terri was really doing.
“She was responsive!  She could move her eyes, laugh at her dad’s jokes, and eat with the feeding tube.  Just because she was disabled doesn’t mean that we should have the right to kill her.”  The girl seemed to be a little frustrated, but she was calm.
“So what happened to her?”
“Her feeding tube was taken away from her and she starved to death.  Her family did not want that to happen, but it did against their will.”
“Well I’m glad she’s out of her misery.”
“I just told you a minute ago that she would laugh at her dad’s jokes!  Even though she couldn’t do things that you and I could do, she was still happy to be alive.”  The girl rolled her eyes.
“I’m just glad they pulled the plug on her.”  I could not believe my ears.
“So you are alright with killing people?”  She thought about that for a second, and shockingly she said.
“Yeah I am.  I think that people who are in comas or who are suffering from cancer, or who want an abortion should have the right to kill the people that are a burden to us all.”  I was missing many students walking past while I was talking to this girl, so I told her,  “I cannot believe that you are alright with killing people.  You should be ashamed of yourself.”
“But I’m not.”  She said with a smug look on her face.
“Look at this picture that I am holding,” she looked at the picture, “Can you honestly say that you are okay with killing people in the womb and killing people outside the womb as well?”
“Yes.”  I was astonished at how arrogant she was being.
“Then you go tell your friends that you are okay with killing people.  How would they react?  Why would you say that?”  She didn’t want to talk to me anymore.  She turned around and began to walk away with her head held high.
It is amazing that kids at a high school are being taught such awful things.  It is also amazing that this generation is so arrogant.  It could have just been this high school, but the level of arrogance was so great that I just wanted to leave right then!  But I knew that I had to teach these kids what abortion really was whether they liked it or not.  At least I was planting a seed in them.  Sure I might get tired, frustrated and hungry, but I always have to keep in mind that thirty-five hundred children are going through something worse than I am everyday in America.

For Life and for the Little Ones,
Sarah

Friday, April 13, 2012

FACEBOOK FAN PAGE!

Hey all!  I posted my Facebook fan page!  Like my page!  For every tenth like on my page, I will send a personal letter to you telling you about my trip (maybe we can be pen-pals!).  So invite your friends and like my page while you are at it!
For Life and for the Little Ones,
Sarah

Monday, April 9, 2012

Quick Question to All of my Viewers!

Do you think that I should create a Facebook Fan Page for A Diary of a Missionary?

Как вы думаете, что я должен создать страницу в Facebook для дневникамиссионерской?

Glaubst du, dass ich eine Facebook Fan Page für ein Tagebuch eines Missionars zu schaffen?

Vai jūs domājat, ka es būtu izveidot Facebook Fan Page A dienasgrāmatas misionāru?

¿Crees que debería crear una página de fans en Facebook para un diario de un misionero?

Pensez-vous que je devrais créer une page Fan Facebook pour un journal d'unmissionnaire?

认为我应该创造一个传教士日记Facebook粉丝

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Taking the Truth to Tennessee!


03-29-12
Today we went to Tennessee State University and after that  to two high schools.  At TSU, I manned the table as usual and the usual things happened.  Young women came prancing up to the table as if we were handing out candy and looked at the little models of the babies.  “Is that what a baby really looks like when it’s twelve weeks?”  They would ask, holding the twelve week model up to my face.  “Yeah!  By the time the baby is this big, she has a heartbeat, brainwaves, fingerprints.  She’s just a tiny person!”  The usual questions came, “Can you actually abort a baby at thirty weeks?”  It always hurts me when I have to answer this question.  “Yes, it’s legal to kill a child through all nine months of pregnancy.”  There, I said it.

Usually when we go to high schools, students are pretty responsive, but at Martin Luther King Jr. Magnet Pearl High School, the students there were extremely arrogant!  One student approached, confident she would stump me.  “I’m pro-choice, and I know that you will never change my mind.  It’s just a fetus, it’s not alive.”  I explained to her when a baby has a heartbeat, brain waves, etc., but then her accomplice came out to defend her friend, “Well, what if the woman is raped?  Should that girl go through nine months of pregnancy with a rapist’s child?”  I answered her as I have many people before, “Should that child be punished for the crime of the father?”
“It’s not a child, it’s a fetus.”
“You yourself just said that it was a child.”  The first girl saw that her friend made a slight mistake on their part and chimed in, “Okay, if there was an infant and a fetus in the middle of the road, which would you save from the car coming straight towards them?”
“Both.”
“Well if you could save only one, which one would you save?”  Another student that had been listening chimed in, “What kind of question is that?  It’s like you’re asking her whether she would shoot her mom or dad.”  He did have a point, so the young pro-abortionist in training turned against him, “You men have no say in this.”  The young man looked quite appalled.  I turned to her, “Men are as involved as women are!  They are half of that child growing inside the womb.”  She just laughed as if I had said a funny joke, but the young man beamed with excitement that I was defending him.  The girl saw she was getting nowhere and instead of trying to talk with me any longer, she turned around and yelled, “Whoever is pro-choice, come with me!”
“What do you mean pro-choice?” another kid in the small crowd asked.
“If you are against what they are doing.”
I pointed to the graphic sign, “This is the choice that she is supporting.”  They all stepped a good three feet from the girl, “Heck no!  Why would you support that?”  The young girl just pranced away with her accomplice.
I stood there talking with students a while later then I locked my elbow right when a young man came and kicked my sign.  It jammed my shoulder back, but I felt okay.  A security officer was standing there when it happened and pulled the guy aside.  After she talked to him, she came up to me, “How old are you?”
“Eighteen ma’am”
“Do you want to press charges against the young man who kicked your sign?”  I saw no damage done to the sign, so I said that if he came over and apologized for kicking my sign, I would not press any charges.  She raised her eyebrows in surprise, “Are you sure?”
“Yes!”  So she left and brought the young man back.
“This is Ken and he has something to say to you.”
“I’m soooo sorry for kicking your sign, I don’t know what I was thinking.”  He apologized a few more times.
“Ken, I forgive you one hundred percent.”  Then we shook hands and he left with the security lady.
It is now about three days after that had happened and my shoulder and collarbone have started to hurt.  I’m not sure what exactly happened, but it may have been caused by me locking my elbow before I was kicked.  No matter how much pain I am in, I am determined to do God’s will.  I will offer up all of my suffering for the little babies in the womb that do not have a voice and who may or may not die from abortion.

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Something that I Haven't Done Before

03-22-12
What is something that YOU have done that you never thought you would ever do?
Did that something make you feel special?

Cross country tour is coming to a close in a couple weeks and I have actually had some interesting interactions with people on campus.  One thing I remember from earlier last week.
We were at the University of Florida in Gainsville Florida and I did something that day that I have not done before.  I was passing out literature to the passersby being rejected left and right, then a woman walked up to me.  “You know these pictures are extremely offensive to some people?”  I looked at her, something was up with her.
“Yes I realize that some people may be offended by the pictures.  They are disgusting and I don’t want to have to look at them either, but it’s the truth and we all have to face it sometime in our lives.”
Tears began to fill her eyes, “Well what about girls who have been raped and get pregnant through that?”
“Well should that child be punished for the crime of that child’s father?”
She started to sniffle, “Well my daughter became pregnant after she was raped.  There was no other choice!  She would have lived with the memories of that rapist!”  She began to cry.
I looked at her with nothing but love and sympathy, “I know that you may have thought that was the only choice, but there was another choice that could have been made, and that was adoption.”
She was still crying, “I am still a grandma, just a grandma of a dead baby.”  I placed my hand on her shoulder to comfort the grieving grandmother.  Then she looked up at me with her sad eyes, “Will you pray for me?”
This is something that I don’t really do.  It’s usually Brianna praying for someone on camera.  But I decided that I could not just say, “Oh no I don’t do that sort of thing.”  I did pray for her.  “What’s your name?”  I asked her.
“Edith.”  Then I began.  “Lord, I just ask you to bring healing to Edith and her daughter as they are going through this hard time after having this child taken from them.  Just keep them strong as they grieve and I know someday you will bless them with many things.”  Short but sweet.  We gave each other a hug and she went off.
It’s really just the little things that happen on campus that make my day, and that would be one of them.

Sunday, February 19, 2012

SOME SPECIAL NEWS!

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There Were Screams, There Were Gasps, and There Were Administrators!

02-15-11

We went to UCLA the other day and that was the most apathetic campus I have ever seen.  But my article is not about UCLA, it is about the high school that we went to after!

As we arrived at Dolsey High School in Los Angeles, we planned where to place ourselves. Mary Rose and I headed to the front of the school while Brianna and Vince planned to hand out pro-life literature to students driving out or walking that way.  Mary Rose and I stood at the corner outside of the school’s auditorium waiting for the students to get out at three o’clock.  The clock struck three and no bell went off.  We waited, and waited, and waited, until the bell finally rang. We were at the corner ready to hand out tons of literature to students, but no one came out of the building near where we stood.  Apparently we were standing in front of the wrong exit!

Down the street, at another exit for the school, tons of students were flooding out and we were missing them!  So I folded up my signs discreetly and made my way towards the kids to show them the truth of abortion.  I walked over to a piece of sidewalk and planted myself there.  I thought that Mary Rose was right behind me, but discovered she was a little further back.  At first I thought that I should wait for her, but then realized I would miss a bunch of kids.  So I flipped my signs around and showed the truth to every student standing in front of me.  

There were screams, there were gasps, and then there were administrators.

I asked the students what they thought about the pictures of abortion, but they just stood there in shock.  Then an administrator came up to me and got in my face.  She was much shorter than I was, but definitely had a temper.  

“You can do this, but you have to be across the street,” she demanded.

“Isn’t this a public sidewalk?” I asked, knowing my legal rights.

“No, this is school property.”  

The Survivors are used to this discussion.  We frequently have an administrator or teacher trying to get us to move across the street, further away from the students exiting the school.   I simply told her that I was not going to move, but then she started to poke my sign with her walkie talkie.  

“You.  Have. To.  Go. Across. The. Street.”  She said, sternly poking my sign every time she said a word.  

“Please don’t touch my sign,”  I said as she poked my sign.  

Then the administrator did the UNTHINKABLE!  She started chanting, “Abort!  Abort!  Abortion! Abortion!”  I could not believe my ears!  She told the students around her, “If you girls get pregnant, abort that child because you will not be able to take care of that child!  You can’t do it, you are not capable of that!  Abort!  Abort!”  

WHAT?  REALLY?  I thought educators were supposed to encourage students, not throw them in the mud!  I was really proud of one girl who yelled her response, “Not abortion, ADOPTION!”  She stood up to this authority figure who was telling her that she would “not be able to take care of a child.”  She was a young woman who understood what was going on.

Then another administrator came up and got in my face, “You are going to have to move across the street because you are blocking foot traffic and you are blocking kids from getting on the bus.”  I looked around.  There were no students walking by me, and no bus nearby!  And I told her so.

“There is no bus here and there are no students stuck.  They are perfectly fine.  But I can move down the sidewalk a little bit if you would like me to.”

“No you have to move across the street,” I was told again.

“Well, this is a public sidewalk so I don’t have to.”

“No, this is still school property.  You have to move across the street.  You can harass our students over there.”  Harass?  Obviously she was not going to change her mind, but I wasn’t going to either.

“No, this is a public sidewalk and I am going to stay here.”

“Alright, school police is on the way and they will escort you.”  I knew that the police could not do anything about it, so I told her that it was alright for her to call them.

A cop came up to the administrators and he just waved them off and told them that I was fine.  The administrators tried to take literature away from the students, but the students held their literature away from the administrators so that they would not be able to snatch it.  The administrators even told students not to take the literature, which made them want to take it more!
Who knows?  Maybe those students will save a life with that literature!  Maybe they will become part of the revolutionary generation that abolishes abortion!  I am thankful I had the opportunity to blow the mask off of the sick abortion industry and enlighten those students.  Being a Survivor means that I know my rights and courageously use them to show the truth about abortion every chance I get.


For Life and for the Little Ones,
Sarah